I have a strong tendency to control things. Control has been the magic word for years (Dad, mom… do you “like” controlling too?). But I just got into a point where controlling has no sense anymore, at least not and excess of it.

I don’t know if I’m on my best moment, I’ve been having so many ups and downs lately. I’ve been really alone, physically alone, ’cause my social nets in Seville are extremely limited. I don’t like myself too much when I over control. I’d like to flow through the circumstances, to swim in my thoughts, my fears, my love and the eternal search of happiness (present happiness).  In less than a month school will be over, so I really have to focus and let all my positive energy drive me in the right direction. Tired of being scared, or missing people who has recently left my life and I don’t know if I’ll meet again…

I wrote in an light yellow paper : “I’m a champion”, something that one of my professors told me after letting me know I had an A in his course. It really cheered me up. Now it’s time to believe more in myself, to trust all the positive perspective people may have of me.

“There is no need to complicate”

“There is no need to complicate”

“There is no need to complicate”